CAS I Said So
This blog represents the collective scholarly efforts of the students and instructor of CAS 100A: Effective Speech (a.k.a. public speaking) at Penn State University in the Summer of 2011.
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Friday, August 5, 2011
Reflection
blog assignment #5
TTFN!
Coming into this semester, I have to admit I was not looking forward to this class at all. I don't want to have to give speeches in front of all of these people that I don't know! was the first thought that ran through my mind. I was never a big fan of speaking in public or in front of people in general, even though I am an actress (which seems COMPLETELY different for some reason...) So I was interested to see how this class was going to end up..
When we got the topic for our first speeches I didn't know what to do, I didn't think that I had a culture. Once I figured one out, though, I thought I would be fine. I was most concerned about the time limit and either being under or going over. Overall, though I felt very confident about this speech because it was on a topic that I knew a lot about and felt very comfortable talking about. But when it came to the speech day, I wasn't sure how I felt. When I knew my turn was coming up, I could feel the butterflies in my stomach and my heart started racing. I don't know exactly why this always happens, you'd think I'd be over this by now considering I should be used to being on stage and stuff, but nevertheless it does. However, I realized once I got to the podium I was fine! I found the same to be true for the next speech, as well. The only difference between the two speeches was that I was not nearly as comfortable with the second one. I was fairly apprehensive when it came to thinking about giving that speech. As opposed to the first one, it was on a topic that I haven't been immersed in since a young age, and most of it was new material that I was researching. I've found that it's easier to talk about something that's more familiar to you on a personal level than something that has been researched.
However, this class has really taught me how to present myself in front of an audience. I have come to find that when I speak in front of people, my voice is no longer quivery and I'm able to keep it at a consistent inflection and tone that is easy to listen to and not distracting. I'm also getting better at controlling my movements and making them less distracting and awkward as well... In the long run, knowing how to speak in front of people will really be beneficial to my line of work, going into management. So in leaving this class, I'm leaving with a stronger sense of confidence and I had a great experience overall. And there's no one else to thank other than Mia and my LEAPers! Thank you, everyone! :)
Not so scary after all!
Looking back at my first speech, the Cultural Object Speech, then on to my second speech, the Problem-Solution Speech I saw great improvement in many areas. There are definitely still some areas that need some work as well though. From the first to the second speech, there was a major increase in my confidence level. I believe part of this has to do with the use of note cards as opposed to the use of a preparational outline. At the beginning, I had always done speeches with note cards before so I figured that would be my best choice for my speeches in this class as well. Unfortunately, after my first speech I realized that they may not be my best option so for the second speech I switched to using my preparational outline. This helped me keep track of where I was better and I flowed into my points more easily. Another thing that was better in my second speech was my stage fright. In my Cultural Object Speech I had many awkward leg and body movements that didn't look natural or planned. They were obviously stage fright. In my second speech I stood behind the podium because I needed to use the computer but it helped my stage fright and even added to my confidence during my speech. All in all, my second speech was better but I still need to work on the speed at which I deliver my speech. I talked extremely fast in both of my speeches but that is because one, I talk fast in person and two I talk even faster when I'm nervous. It's just another thing I need to work on as I continue to better my public speaking skills.
See Ya Later CAS
Goodbye CAS
I’ll admit, this speech class was a much better experience than my previous public speaking class. My first experience in ninth grade left me a little scarred, but all in all, this class, as well as my own speaking experience, was not as terrible as I had expected. At the beginning, just the thought of having to give any type of speech nearly had me shaking already. As I prepared to give my first speech, I wasn’t as nervous as I thought I was. I practiced a lot, but I was still able to keep my anxiety under control. When I got to class on my speaking day, that’s when all of my nerves really hit me. I was shaking a bit and I read most of my speech right from my outline, as well as speaking too quickly. I didn’t really carry this over to the second speech, as it was about the same.
I do feel like I learned a great deal from this class. I’m always extremely anxious and I criticize myself too harshly, which I’ve learned not to do. I’ve gained some experience speaking in front of a group of people which will help me later in my college career. I have also learned that public speaking is in fact a large part of our lives and the skills I’ve learned will carry over to anything that I choose to do in my future.